I now hate someone...with a passion

I just found out that my recent ex, the one in the previous blog, who swore he has never done anything more than kiss a girl, had gotten a hand job from one of my friends last September. He swore he has never shown his penis to any girl besides me. I also found out he's bi. He got so fucking pissed at me for lying to him about my past, yet I find out lies about his. Right now, I am *so* fucking pissed that torturing him would not bring me half the satisfaction. I can't stop thinking about the way he treated me, yet he flirts with girls all the time. Most (nearly *all*) of my friends hate him and want to kill him (and its not just b/c of my stories). He's a hateable guy. No one realy likes him.....I wanna blow his fucking head up. Seriously. But that's not enough. Death is too good for him. Torture is too good for him.....if only there were another way for revenge that involved him being seriously hurt that would bring me satisfaction.